Hello,
How is everyone doing? I'm okay.
Friday was CRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I had a breakdown, full of tears, emotions, name-calling, fighting. I crammed an entire pkg of skittles down my mouth and went home and pigged out. Afterwards I felt horrible....so, here it goes:
I will no longer use food to dull my emotions. I will be a big girl (No put intended) and play nice with co-workers.
I will no longer let my job dictate how I feel. It's 8 hours of my day and afterwards, I can leave.
But there is a silver lining. I was actually OP this weekend. For you weight watchers, you know that those flex points are TERRIFIC
but I can be pretty leniant. This will have to stop. I just found out a relative may be getting married and I'll be damned if I'm going to be fat for that wedding! I may not be skinny, but I'm not going to be this big, either.
As for my challenge, I thought of you all when I ate the skittles.
Also, I went shopping in Atlanta this weekend and bought pants that were a size smaller
Let's chat this Wednesday. 9:30 p.m. It's fun watching The Bachelor while we're typing.
Gotta go get ready (I actually bought veggies to pack as a snack for tomorrow. And I'm going to go to the gym tomorrow morning.
LA