Wow Sum....I'm impressed at the time and effort you're putting into this. After I'm divorced I may have to do the same, but I'm way too spoiled with organic and grass fed.....maybe if I go on enough dates I'll never have to buy food...LOL
Magic Im sending you hugs....it's important that we feel good in our skin....and feel that we are having a life....it goes by so quickly. My mom put on a lot of weight and let herself go and I know that it bothered my dad....but if he said something he was the bad guy...and if he didnt he was too....he couldn't win....I think my eating problems may be linked to me not wanting to become my Mom....she hated herself for being heavy...so sad.....