Hi Everyone
As the titles says I'm out of control with my eating. I'm desperate to lose weight and where I am in my life its critical that I lose the weight. My future happiness depends on it.
For the last two years I have been trying to start my weight loss journey after pilling on 80 pounds in a year but somehow its not happening.
I cositantanly say to myself you will start on Monday so eat as much as you can before hand and by mid week I'm off the diet. I'm huge procrastinator, always tomorrow with no action. I have been doing this to myself for 17 years, I'm obsessed with food so much so that I put it before anything else. I have not achieved much because instead of living life I preferred staying at home and eating. Time is finishing I just turned 32 years old, I'm aware if I don't make the change now I never will.
Today is the worst day - I bought for myself 12 krispy kreme just for me.
Also just ordered a indian takeaway. I don't even have the money to spend on this much food. But I'm so careless about it. I really don't know what to do anymore.