Why is it that when I meet a mini goal it doesn't set me on fire and motivate me like crazy? Why do I still think I can't really do this? I can visualize who I want to be (a strong athletic type of Mom, hot wife for the hubby, super confident) but I can't seem to beleive that it CAN be me. I find myself half assing it...for lack of a better term. I'll eat healthy, but way too much of the healthy food, then it seems like I want food rewards after a long day, after grocery shopping with just me and my 2 babies...not helping the scale or my waist measurement.
I want this so badly. I do. And yet I almost feel unmotivated...although I am motivated. Does this make sense. I need some help here...please. I don't want to be overweight my entire life. When my kids grow up I don't want them to remember me this way. Thank you.