Morning ladies!!
For the fist time in a year I slept by myself in a bad last night. And it was amazinggg. No one trying to push me out of the bed, I didn't have hot flashes.
And I would like to let the diet take the fall for our break up, but truthfully he hasn't been able to be commited for our entire relationship, and I'm so emotionally drained by it that I was just done. A girl sent him a message telling him about herself on facebook that included her BRA SIZE (who does that??) and he just kept talking to her like that was normal. That was what pushed me past my limit.
Good news is, when I called my mom crying at 6 last night, she made the 2 hour drive to our house to see me. And has offered to pay a deposit on a new place for me, and my first two months rent. Plus buy me a flat screen TV.
Bad news is, that means I would have to move closer to home, and find a new job there and wouldn't be able to get IP cheap. Though I might be able to talk her into buying it for me...
I'm figuring it all out, one step at a time, but I WILL be starting next week, somehow