Mmmm...I'm cooking my chicken now to make the chicken enchilada casserole that Nicole submitted to the LA chef for me. We all loved it made the old way, and I can't wait to eat it again 'made over'.
I have good news to report today. First, thanks again to everyone who responded to my mindset post...your words really helped me to refocus. I weighed in this morning, and I've lost 2lbs since Saturday, and now they've moved me to Purple. It was a little funny when they told me, the counselor (why don't we have an acronym for them? i hate typing out that word..we should have a whip-cracker smiley to represent them) said "okay, so this is easy, all you have to remember is that you lose a 1/2 protein" then she went on to tell me that I could split one of my full proteins for breakfast/lunch, and have a whole for dinner (different than many others have been advised, i know). She looked at me and said, "you look a little scared/upset, is it about chaning plans?" and I replied, "I'm fine, I was just afraid you were going to tell me that I was losing a starch" *relieved laugh* Then she covered her mouth and sucked in her breath, "oh! I'm sorry, I forgot to tell you that..." lol. I guess I'll live. I'm a little excited to move down a plan actually...I feel more 'interested' in the program again. Whew, long story...
Welcome new Nicole!
Danette -- Why did you stop the lites, were you having a reaction to them? Did they increase any of your exchanges when you stopped using lites? It's frustrating, we all know that, but it could be just a little pause your body is taking. You're doing so well at staying POP, don't stop that now. BTW my COD has never suggested a TO to me either...I had to bring it up.
JM -- I'm sure the anxiety is sitting like an anvil on your back right about now. I hope you can find a way to not drive yourself completely mad thinking about everything that does not involved handfuls of potato chips, or chunks of chocolate! I remember, when I was pg with Cameron, we thought my scheduled induction would be the week after Xmas (due to gestational diabetes) but the OB postponed it to the first week of January. I was totally thrown for a loop...everything had been planned (in my head anyway) around the earlier date, and I just felt I could not wait any longer to meet my baby. Of course, I had to anyway, but I remember the IMPOSSIBLE feeling better than I remember the details of labour and delivery. Just breathe...it's going to happen.