Yup I feel ya. I love food. When I stepped on the scale and I was almost #200, I freaked out. I must have been in denial. For some reason I thought I was still 180, which I knew I was over weight. After I had my last babu (9yrs ago) I weighed 150. And I was depressed by that number, but now that I'm older and have more sense that's my goal weight! Good luck on your journey and happy healthy cooking
