Last weekend (Saturday) I just could not take being hungry anymore. I was tired of feeling like I was going to chew off my own arm most of the day. The hunger meant that I smoked more (I was down to about 4 cigs a day prior to the diet---up to almost half a pack). I was tired of paying BIG $$$$, too.
BUT...... I LOVED how fast I was losing. I enjoy the convenience of being able to grab something quick and know I am on plan, and I really missed the support here. I did NOT go on a big week long binge---I ate traditional Atkins induction style and have not gained any weight back, but despite being at less than 2000 cals a day with no cheating, I did not lose a thing.
I want to try to find a middle ground and think I can do this best if I use alternative products and make the decision to have an extra packet or lean protein snack when I am truly hungry. I will be reading up on the AP stuff today and will probably place an order somewhere. My twin sis is going to be here in 6 weeks---I would REALLY like to be down another 20 pounds by then!! I was losing at the rate of about 5 pounds a week before---I am willing to lose a little bit more slowly if it means I am not hungry and miserable all of the time.
I missed all of you..... thanks in advance for your support.

