joyfulloser....i REALLY like your name...i need to find that inner JOY as i lose...because its a struggle!! thank you for reminding me that the only failure is not trying...i needed that!!
ratkitty....{{hugs}} i remember you

thanks for your encouragement...so glad to see you
Vdander24....well, welcome to 3fc....i remember there being some AMAZING LADIES here...always willing to listen and help!!! i wish you much success!!
Winterjinx....i like your little picture...one tough cookie...i ened to learn how to become a "tough cookie"!!! you're right...i do know i am not alone...still...its hard to come back and not feel bad!!

i wanted to much to be a good example and lift others up and i feel like i let everyone down!! but i am going to try and change that way of thinking!
CJZee...thanks for letting me know about the "positive" thread...what a great idea!! Thanks also for saying i have courage....that sure make me smile!!
ShannonMB ... wow...THANK YOU....your post is very encouraging!! it is a journey and sharing our experiences, good or bad, can always help someone. thanks for reminding me of that!! I have no doubt that this time is YOUR time!!
LiliAnn...oooo i like what you said...about 2011 being the "losing streak" for all of us....how thrilling...let the bew year begin!! i am getting ready now!! thanks to all of your encouraging words!!
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!