I was so good, exercising and getting my 10,000 steps everyday. I got back down to 170 was happy and healthy....then stress hit. Work demands increased, a close family member got sick and then recently died, planning vacation for a big group and I fell back into my mindless eating days. Of anything I could get my hands on. I thought by not buying the junk I wouldn't over indulge. That didn't work- I still found things to over eat and I remember once as I was eating some old crackers I found in the back of the pantry thinking "Why I am doing this? I'm not hungry. This doesn't taste good. " But I continued to eat the box of crackers.
I go through phases where I concentrate on my eating and activities and do good then stress hits and I'm stuff down all my feelings and emotions with food so I don't have to deal with them.
So, I'm working on getting control of my eating again and getting back into eating properly, but have decided that I may need outside help on this matter. Is there some sort of therapy to get into for this type of mentality?
What's the first steps in finding a theapist? How do I find one that understands eating and food issues? I have Kaiser insurance so I may be stuck with who ever they have.
Sarah


