It's funny when I originally lost the weight, it was my doctor who suggested I got on a diet. I remember visiting her in 03' and she gave me a pamphlet about nutrition and how to make good choices.
At the same time, I was taking an intensive fitness class in College and become obsessed with working out. At first, my intention wasn't even to lose weight - I had the state of mind that I wouldn't EVER be able to be thin. I thought I was destined to be fat my entire life.
After one term of working out 5 times a week I ended up losing about 10 lbs with very little effort. By little effort, I mean that I didn't modify my eating habits at all. I guess by working out I burnt off all those extra calories I was taking in.
That winter I become obsessed with weight. After doing some research online I decided to jump onto the Atkins bandwagon. I bought all the books and set out to lose an extra 30 lbs. By the end of that summer I weighed 126 lbs. I was miserable though. Yay I was thin... but I was ALWAYS starving, I never went out with friends because I was scared I would get tempted into eating carbs. I was in a really bad place.
I ended up back at the doctor because I wanted her to see that I'd done it! When she weighed me she told me "very good" you've lost 41 lbs. However when I told her how I did it, she told me "not good" and sent me for a blood test.
Sure enough, I had high cholesterol which she attributed to the fact that I'd eaten eggs, eggs, eggs and meat for almost 8 months. She then explained to me that losing weight is meant to make you healthy and not to induce other medical problems. She suggested WW but I laughed it off thinking I don't need someone to tell me what I can and cannot eat.
So here I am, at 26.. unable to control what I eat. So far weight watchers has made me accountable, it's helping me gain the control over my diet and how much and what I put into my mouth!
I'm SOOOOOO glad I found this board. You are all such a huge inspiration to me!!!!!
