Well, I'm feeling rather badly.
I've fallen so far off the bandwagon over the last couple weeks that I don't even know where I put it. Every time I think "I can do this", I look over at the scale and am afraid to get on it.

Looks at my second attempt at a 3 month goal to get shed the 10 lbs is out the window....and that's depressing.
DW has suggested we take Salsa Dance classes, and to be quite honest, the idea terrifies me.

I feel fat and unattractive. Then there's the fact that I have NO confidence or self-esteem. (I suspect these two things are connected.) This means the last thing I want to do is be the "centre of attention" during a dance class but DW doesn't ask to do too much stuff together so I feel badly about saying I don't want to. I just don't know what to do.
So, here I sit alone, dwelling on the whole thing while DW is at work.
Sometimes it just all sucks.
:L