Renee, Maybe I suggest that you, at least, go to ONE ww meeting and get all their info, they are offering free registration right now due to their new core program. For the price of one meeting (in NH it's $11.00 a meeting) they are now giving out info on BOTH flex point and core programs with an entire meeting dedicated to explaining how each work. Worth the investment, I think.
If you have all the info and guides, you are "armed" with all the good stuff and then if you choose to "go it on your own" this site is great support.
Personally, I am sacrificing the money (and really broke) to attend meetings. I truly find that I need the meetings and to be successful. There is something psychological for me about having someone else weigh me every week! I try harder! I hope to break through the barriers and get to my goal and be lifetime with ww so I can go to the meetings for FREE and then also work for them, one day.
This site is wonderful, there are great people who are supportive and have totally "been there".
Drink water, exercise (even it it's hard at first, just do it!) and try. Once you start trying and make good choices, take "one day at a time" just like at an AA meeting! One thing that is working for me it that I am really avoiding sugar, sugar seems evil to me and it leads me to binge.
Perhaps you can start up (really recommend you get the right materials from ww still) a support group to meet in people's homes through a bulletin board at your local library or grocery store?
God luck and keeping trying. If you fail one day do not think that means you fail for a lifetime!
Linda