YES!
The day has finally come...where I managed to overcome...
my biggest craving yet...
Jelly beans
.
Jelly beans
Jelly beans
So it began the night before last~ things have been pretty rough at home, and when a friend brought up the topic of jellybeans...the craving began...
and continued...and continued...
so when I went into town today, I found myself walking towards the very place I knew would sell them. But as I walked there, I started to doubt whether the jellybeans would be worth it...simply because I've come so far...and I know deep down, just limiting myself to a certain number of the sugary treats wouldnt work...
So I turned away, and walked around in a circle, like a lost tourist in my town. Success was short lived.
I went back into the store.
I went to the sweet aisle.
And
picked up the tube.
And then, for the first time in my life, I felt that kick of control, the kick you get when you
really want something and still say
no.
I didn't buy any jellybeans XD
Or any sweets. Ironically, I ended up buying some new diet scales to weigh out my cereal portion <3
It isnt much, but no-one in real life would understand how much of an achievment I feel like this is~ so I just wanted to share it with you guys
A mini-win!
