I really would like to buy a scale but I have no money at all (hence why I am back home for the summer

) and my mum will not lend me the money for a new one...she thinks I'm getting obsessed with my weight and stuff. I guess because she only sees me every 3 months or so the weight loss shocks her and she practically accuses me of having anorexia lol
I live in the middle of nowhere (seriously we are MILES away from anywhere and I don't drive) so I suppose I could sweet talk my dad into giving me a lift to the shop and get a tape measure next time we go food shopping.
It's just so weird that I actually feel sick with anxiety that I don't have my scale, if I hadn't had to get the train I would have brought it back.