Stupid woman just asked me (why can't people just think things) 'Do you mind me asking how you got so big being vegetarian?' She's done sw before and is going back soon. The answer is we eat more than just plain vegetables stupid
She did refer to herself as big too but honestly I thought people realised by now there are fat veggies about 

im not nervous yet about tonight it will probably kick in later
good luck for tonight veggie
I don't wanna go
but I have to 
i even stagger around in the dark after i've been for a pee at 3am to weigh myself
i thought she's been looking good lately but i did'nt realise how good
i've got eye strain at the moment
i've been looking at computer print outs all morning and my eyes are'nt what they used to be
think i need reading glasses really for really small print like on the back of aspirin bottles etc. I've got some of those cheapo over the counter ones you can buy but they give me a headache
i could'nt wear them for any length of time, i don't want to anyway in case my eyes get lazy and i end up wearing proper ones
think i'll spend an hour in the garden before Corrie comes on 
It is strange that even when you are so famous and rich you still can't be happy whatever weight you are
I haven't seen Oprah forever since she went off channel 4.
but it maybe one day of year I'm busy 

just practising Kirsty
(practising again) and poor Jack has been busted for growing Pot 
put all my daisies out this afternoon
will work on the rock wall tomorrow and work on my tan too 
