
Now, to keep this going and to NOT give in to the emotional wanting to eat and there is LOTS of that. I think it's a part of my depression. I used to just eat or go out and dull my senses with beer. Now, I am realizing what a waste this is. It's like being a Stepford wife or having someone keep me in a mental hospital with forced feedings of mind-dulling drugs. Ah...yeah...same thing, but you're doing it to yourself...
Yuck. Wish me luck, please.
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Oct. 2 Clothes check
Didn't do the check last week. Weight is up. 73.2 and there is a gain in the pants check to be sure. I can still get them closed but barely and the legs are not as loose as before (which means they are damn tight...they were never "loose"). This is not good but my mojo has disappeared when it comes to working out. I walk and have the occasional ride but that's nothing to what I had been doing. Ok, I had the fall and really couldn't do anything but now I can be doing a lot more and I just don't feel like it. I am going to attribute some of that to the fact that I am not drinking a huge coffee before hitting the gym. Without the adrenalin kick, I am a limp balloon. I don't even want to listen to music and that always got me going. Oh well, today perhaps I can force myself to get to the gym and run or something. Don't think. Do.

But I'm hoping it was either water or muscle weight (with the additional exercise on Wednesday). We'll see. I'll keep plugging along as I know that I can't quit this time or I'll just gain all the weight I have lost right back. A friend of mine on another thread said it's just a "small setback" - which is exactly right. Not a big deal. Nothing to get upset about...so I'm not. 

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