Fraci, that is the nice thing about being completely alone in the dorm. No one to make me feel bad about being on the computer all of the time lol. The walk sounds like wonderful excercise, and your lunch was great too! Keep it up! Don't like your dh get you down!
Diva, don't get too down about your weight! How much are you eating? I could probably look it up, but if you excercise on the elipitcal for a half an hour and you do a workout tape (right? That was you talking about buying workout tapes yesterday), you should be eating at least 1600 to 1700 calories or more. So many people eat less than 1000 when they want to seriously lose weight. So, is your elipitcal like a glider? The thing that follows your legs? I used one of those for about a half an hour at the Y (I did today!). They are so easy, but you know what they burn the most calories! Just a half hour today going about 180 I burned about 390 calories! Is that how your elipitcal is?
Hmmm what has been holding me back these last couple of days? I hate it, but I'm not even sure. Nothing new has happened, but a lot of old stuff has been poping up in my head and in my dreams. Doesn't help that I'm not sleeping very well again. Grrr! My childhood was kind of rough. Not as rough as others but more difficult than some. This is mostly because of learning disabilities that have and they kind of spiral into other problems (social and confidence issues). Also, I've had some scary experiences with 'the men' in the past, and I've got some trust issues. Who doesn't though

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Well, I just got back from working out! First time in about a month, and it didn't go too bad! For those that don't know, I just got back from FL (during Christmas break) about 4 days ago. So, I've been kind of lazy. I did about 1/2 hour on the weight machiens. I cut back 5 pounds and did only 2 sets on most of the machines (I normally do 3 sets). They weren't too bad. Then I did the glider eliptical thing, which was hard, but I feel great now! I sweated like a pig. WHOOHOO! gotta love it!
So far today I've only had two big bowls of ceriel...eh I know that isn't very good. It was wheate with splenda, but I know I need a bit more variety. I am planning on having some V8 juice, and have plenty of protein tonight. I've got to watch that from now on though.