stim, I think I am there too. TOTALLY sabotaged my own weight loss.
All i ate today was cake, until dinner. I consumed 1400 calories in cake, and 400 calories for dinner and another 400 calories in trying to eat normally between the cake.
I finally blew up on SO, and it DIDN'T HELP.
What is wrong? I am fearful to leave the baby at night and my interview went wonderful today, I have a peer interview tomorrow. I know I need the job, the hours would be hard, but I would love it, BUT I AM TERRIFIED to leave the baby.
so what do I do? self medicate with cake all day. What is wrong with me.