Jenny- PM me your gmail, I'll give you allll of my secrets...but you must be willing to get your newly small behind on a stairmaster

Jess- Yes I seriously do need a get away.... I'll be visiting two friends from college and the various people I've met through them... the one is my best guy friend who I may have been in love with at one point...hes now engaged and I love him to death and his fiance
so it should be fun... send me some LSAT mojo though because I just dont wanna do it... I cleaned today instead of studying...ridiculousFeral- My smallest jeans were a 14...I read about people who weigh sooo much more and can fit smaller sizes and it makes me soooooo mad...especially if they are shorter lol... I cant wait to buy nice jeans at goal that will fit forever!
Stella- I need to raid your closet

I did see 190 on the scale last week but it was the day after my sisters boyfriend died and I didnt eat much the day before so I know it wasnt real...however I'm working on getting there... I just looked at my ticker and my goal seems so close... I mean its still 50 something pounds but seriously thats not that much
I'm also really excited about my trip and getting away I just hope my sister is ok while I'm gone... I've kinda been her babysitter seeing that she wants to die and all...
Also the boyfriend has been a bit um... not normal? lol thats a nice way of putting it...he has some saddness issues and is having a little bout of leave me alone syndrome so it will be nice to give him some space...boys cant live with em... um and at this point I think I could live without em
love you ladies
