I weighed in today. I lost 3 pounds this week. Bringing my total lost up to 9 pounds so far.It feels good.I only have 67.5 to go.It doesn't sound to bad. I have done it before I know I can do it again.
Hi Girls! Thank you so much for the birthday wishes! I did surprisingly well. I only went over about 200 calories, but I got right back on track yesterday. I went to my parent's Tues. night for birthday, and last night was crabby time (the monthly crabbiness), and I went to bed early. I'm sorry I haven't posted in 2 days!
Kempyd - Fort Pickens is CLOSED!! The 2 hurricanes that blew through left it a mess, so they closed it probably until next summer. Bummer.
Anyway, work was a major stress today, but I'm home now, and I'm going to go ride my bike. Love ya girls!!
Jenni,
I am glad to hear you stuck with it on your birthday. I am proud of you.I am glad you enjoyed your day.I gotta get ready for bed. talk to ya later.
So happy you enjoyed your birthday Jenni. Mines next Month -- we're gonna put candles on the turkey, and call it cake! I didn't get a walk in, but I"m planning on it tomorrow night. I"m exhausted, and can't wait for the weekend. Sleep in, eat healthy (promise!), and clean the house... ugh, this weeks been a b*$&#!
How did everyones weekend go????Mine same old same old. I did eat a handful of WOW cheese chips late last night but to **** with it. I had a cupboard of candy bars(the kids) that I could have grabbed but I only ate a few chips.We have been fitting in our 2 1/2 mile walk every morning so I feel really good about that. I think I will have Subway for lunch.Today is customer appreciation so I will get a foot long and eat half today and half tomorrow and my husband can eat the other one.
Well, my weekend hasn't been a good one as far as eating goes.... Why do chips taste so good??? Anyway, I'm finding my major vice to be soda. It's just soooo good....... But, I made some tea, so I'll convince myself to drink a lot of that w/ sugar substitute, and ride my bike about 20 miles (yeah right), and maybe I'll get back on track. I'm a BAD girl!
Where is everybody?? I'm going down. I'm out of control...... I've had about 100 grams of fat and 2500 calories today, sitting on my booty...... why am on this binge??? Crash boom bam, it happens every freaking time! Am I destined to be a fat girl forever? "More to love" "whole lotta woman" "big is beautiful"
That's what they say right? I don't remember what thin is. I don't remember what healthy weight is. I can't believe when I weighed 124 pounds back in high school that I thought I was fat. I guess this is nature's or some evil force's way of proving me wrong? UGH. Where is everyone? I am a sinking ship, being pulled into the vortex of uncontrollable eating. I'm just having my own little pity party here, all by myself. I feel like I'm going insane! Blabbering on and on to the great void of cyber fat chick land. I guess it's better than talking to myself out loud.... that could wake up the kids. geez.............................................. .................................................. .................................................. .................. I'm out of my mind.............................................. .................................................. ............................................be back later
Come on Jenni you can do this.We all fall off at one time or another. You just need to start fresh today. Don't beat yourself up over a bad weekend that will only make matters worse.Forget about what you did this weekend it is done and over with.I look at my weight this way.... I am going to be fat for the next year anyway... I can be fat and getting fatter OR I can be fat and be getting thinner.
Do you need any help trying to find safe snack solutions? I can try my best to help you work through the weekends as they are my munchie time too but girl, I KNOW we can all do this.Lets start over,stop feeling guilty and eat good today.Nothing tastes as good as thin feels.
Jenni -- Don't stop working on yourself, and don't give up because of two bad days. That's all it was, two days of ****. I hae bad weekeneds every time, becasue there's those hours of nothing, and I sit around, and I snack, and then depressed, and then eat, and then cry, and then .. cycle cycle cycle. Don't feel alone, we cheat, and then tallte on ourselves, and then we get back up, and with help, keep going. I'm so glad you chose to "out" yourself here, instead of quitting the site, and eating yoursel finto a sugar coma! Ha Ha. Did I make ya smile? Well, we're all starting over, every Monday, good or bad, and let me tell ya, I've been fat all my life, my moother and sister have always been fat, and for a while longer, like AngieME says, I'll still be fat, but I'm a work in progress. This battle is like fighting an addiction. You can't love and appreciate the view from the top, without sweating and crying all the way up.
You didn't mention me. Na, I'm just kidding!!! Hope every one had a GREAT day!!!! I gotta go to the city tonight to pick up bakery equipment so it looks like a Tender Roast Chicken breast and mashed potatoes for me,Oh well could be worse.Talk to ya later.
Jenni I hope you did good today. I emailed you my email address if you want to talk.
I have an idea...Why don't we all do a live chat some night???????
I take weekends off so I couldn't read Jenni. Sorry to hear you had a bad time. Be assured the weekend is hard for all of us, unless of course you are superwoman. Is she here? I eat bad on the weekends too. We get so wrapped up in having fun and enjoying the weekend and not having to work all we do is watch movies and eat. I have to pick myself back up again on Monday and start over. Yeah, it gets me down but I just have to keep trudging along. I am sure that I speak for all of us, you have to take this one day at a time. Sometimes you have to take it one hour at a time.
I totally agree with you girls, this lif eis hard, and it gets harder on the weekends. Hopefully you're okay now, and you've let off some of that steam in a good way. Tear up the house, and clean it like a crazy woman if you have to. Turn that worry and anxiety into something good.
P.S. To AngieME: Thanks so much for always being there, and giving me the support I need, including the weekends. I cheat so bad, and I come here, tell on myself, and get back on track. THANK YOU.. sorry i missed you...oh, and for hooking me up with doggie advice, Celia hasn't died from ticks yet! Sheew!
KempyD: Quick note: under all of our names, you can see a button for Journal. If you wanna read them, just click on that button. Some of us have one, some don't. Get one if you don't , it so helps to vent and cry sometimes, in the journal and here in the posts.
I went to my parent's Tues. night for birthday, and last night was crabby time (the monthly crabbiness), and I went to bed early. I'm sorry I haven't posted in 2 days!
The 2 hurricanes that blew through left it a mess, so they closed it probably until next summer. Bummer.
