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Kathleen (Howdy Kathleen! =grin=) I'm excited about all the new people but a little overwhelmed, and thus having trouble keeping track of who everyone is.
I sure am frustrated with my 60s so far. I was really looking forward to my 60th birthday in February of last year, but by the time it came along, my legs were collapsing beneath me and I was falling down all over the place. But I didn't yet realize I was having spasms from serotonin toxicity. And since then...jeez, I try to be brave and hopeful, but being disabled and in so much pain, I often feel sorry for myself and break down in tears.
And Mike (my instructor/healer in Chinese medicine) is really pushing for me to be able to stand up longer and learn more Qi ("chee") Gung moves that you do standing up. And my legs are complaining about it, quite a lot. I have nothing to take for the pain—just acetaminophen, which does exactly nothing.
Friday was a bummer because Grace (my great niece and art student) had not yet told me whether she was coming over or not, so I had to keep checking my email all morning. When she finally did get in touch, it was to say that her parents had scheduled an orthodontics app't and then a music lesson for Friday afternoon & evening. Oh well...it really does make me feel like the lowest priority in her schedule...yet another reason to feel sorry for myself, I'm afraid.
But today I forged ahead with regaining my life as an artist—yay! I made a collage inspired by
David Bowie's "Rebel Rebel" (click on image for larger version) and did all the hard work to scan it, go over it in graphics software, and upload it to three different places. When I finished all that, I was totally exhausted and hurting from my hips down to my feet on both sides, but it felt good all the same to have put up that little tribute to an artist I've admired ever since the early 1970s.
And Grace has Monday off from school, so (crossing fingers) we may be able to have some hours together that day...
Best wishes to all...I'm just too bushed to do personals this time 'round.