I told him I seriously don't know how much longer I can keep on doing everything I'm doing. It's getting really hard. I was going to water the outside flowers today. The water hose had been connected to the faucet and was on the front porch. Hubby mowed last night and disconnected it and dragged it to the other side of the driveway. When I discovered that, I just came back inside. I just didn't have the energy to drag that hose across the yard, connect it and then water all the flowers, too. (The front and back porches are full of flowers) Hubby did it after he got home tonight. I told him all I really want to do is stay inside and sleep. I think the heat has some to do with it but, also, my blood has dropped. They called from Nashville a couple of weeks ago and told me. I'm trying to get it back up but there's just so much I can do. I'm drinking protein shakes. Spiru-tein with whey protein. I'm eating steak, chicken, fish and taking extra vitamins and I've upped my B12 shots to every 2 weeks.The 'thing' my kids 'fell out' over was huge ... gigantic. Something that was not their fault. Neither are actually in the wrong and it is a wrong that can't acutally be righted. I can't explain because I can't talk about it. It involves minors. It's tragic but things happen and only time can heal them sometimes. I told my best friend I feel like it went something like this. Satan was walking the earth and he saw a family, a family that had never had a fight or even a cross word, and he said to himself, 'hmmm, how can I cause strife in this family? I know, I'll go in through the children.' So he did ... and he did, boy did he ever. It will never be the same again with my kids. My son and daughter were raised right, they are Christians, and they are talking but I know there will never be family gatherings like there used to be. I've already accepted that. Even though there is forgiveness and there will be healing to a point, this will always be there ... it's too big to be forgotten.
Candice, as long as both are silver, they should match fine. It's your house, don't let other people tell you what you have doesn't match. Put what you want in it! Who says everything has to match exactly, anyway. Everything in my house doesn't match and we built it ourselves. Your home is a matter of your taste.
Don't work to hard girls, It's been being in the 90s here ... too hot to work. It's supposed to cool down some. That'll be nice.




I sent Joanne an email and she didn't know who I was. Funny. How is you little dog? Ginger is getting smart on me (about time)! She is learning tricks. I've taught her to sit, shake 'hands' and play dead. We're working on 'roll over' now. Hubby and I have rented a Chalet in the Smokeys for 4 nights Labor Day Weekend and we're taking her. Should be an interesting vacation since she's never been anywhere except here and the vets overnight. She hurt her leg a month or so ago and we're afraid to leave her anywhere. It's getting better and we're afraid she'll hurt it again. The vet said her kneecap is going out of place but it's a lot better, she hardly limps at all now. The surgery for that is $1200 so we're taking precautions to keep it better. Here's the link for where we're staying: