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Originally Posted by Determinedat47
Yikes- hi everyone. Haven't posted in awhile and the reason is of course I am struggling. Was so easy when I went through the phases initially but have in all reality struggled since the holidays when I gave myself permission to indulge. I do great for 2 days, then eat everything not tied down for 2. Up 10 pounds. Really need to get back in the game- do not understand why this is so difficult since I feel so much better when I eat well and am lighter. Good grief the psychology behind eating is moe than I can bear lately. Eating is such a brief pleasure- I just don't understand why I and so many struggle so much.
Determined: I am still studying my Sugar the Hidden Addiction book. What it does is make you look at your past and reflect on patterns and responses. It strongly suggests that addictive behavior is carried down by your families..physically with carb sensitivity and emotionally with learned behaviors. You look at your parents, grandparents, relatives..and study their behaviors and illnesses. Then you look at yourself and analyze your life , past and present.
It has been helpful to me to learn about myself.
I certainly have learned that I was never taught self management skills in terms of response to stress. I also realized that I have been dealing with these addictive behaviors my entire life.
My son told me that he does not remember me overeating, but rather grew up with always seeing me on a diet and measuring things. Thank heavens he did not see or remember the overindulgences. He did see me yo-yo in weight.
It is a struggle to learn about yourself. I hope this week goes well for you and the scale starts going down.