I'm so sorry for all your sorrow right now.
I am also incredibly proud of you for resisting those temptations. You have just passed a great big "test" so to speak. You have already become that health minded person. One that takes care of herself under all circumstances. You require more of yourself. And that is a GREAT thing. There really is no stopping you now.
Both your aunt and your Grandma would marvel at you and be so happy for what you have accomplished.
