Hi ladies.
Sorry I haven't been posting but I've been so overwhelmingly tired that I haven't spent much time at all at the computer - at least after working hours. And they are very strict about Internet access at work - not going to risk that. I am trying very very hard to learn my new responsibilities, have all these new procedures, terminology and what we're doing and why we're doing it rules sunk into my overloaded and sometimes misfiring brain. I have mastered a bit of what I learned over the last 2 weeks and next week I go to a new location and try to learn a whole new set of things - the big SAP monster Shad, whilst not forgetting anything learned this week because after all, the baton has been passed and I am now the (sole) support person for one application on my home team.
I am gone 10 hours a day, come home, make dinner and crash. I sit in a chair vegging in front of the TV and can barely stay awake. I go to bed early and 2 minutes after I hit the pillow I am wide awake. I do fall asleep and within 30 minutes I am awakened by either stupid or frightful dreams. Last night I dreamed I was alone in a dark public loo when a sliver of light came through the door and 2 men that represented great harm to me started to come into the room. I dove under the stalls hoping they wouldn't find me and realized that my coat was sticking out and might give my hiding place away. It was one of those dreams where you wake up and your heart is pounding with fear. I've been sleeping fitfully for the last week and wake up in the morning with my jaw sore as I suppose I am clenching my teeth at night. Thing is, there's no real reason to feel this way. I am concerned about learning and doing a good job but most of the pressure I put on myself. It's a place where you have to figure out what you have to know and figure out how to get yourself educated tho the whole team is nice, particularly the bloke I've worked with this week. I'm just wiped out and haven't had the energy to sit on the computer at night.
I am back in the corporate world of wishing my life away and eagerly awaiting Fridays each week.

Weekends are filled with looking for furniture for the new house. We're just shopping for ideas right now. Decided we shouldn't buy anything until we are in the house to measure, even if that means we have to wait several weeks to order it. Looks like we'll try and actually move into the new digs around February 5 or 6 in time for DH's birthday. I think my family would like to all come down to our place to celebrate Easter and that would be nice. Heaven knows I'm over due for hosting a holiday - we had a cat that everyone was allergic to so I cooked but didn't host the dinner.
Food has taken less of an interest in me. I have been trying to cut my portions in half. Take less food if I make it myself, eat only 1/2 the meal if I'm at a restaurant. So far it's been working. I think I've actually encouraged the scales to move a bit. I am definitely doing more walking than I used to. I take the long way to the loo - all the way around the floor and if it's not raining, I go for a walk around the office complex.
Catching up - Diane, congrats on the new grandbaby to be. You must be very excited. Perhaps Nae will give us lessons on knitting/crocheting/sewing baby blankets?

I can't think of anything more fun than a bunch of us sitting on the porch, admiring the Rockies and having a quilting bee. Mel, glad the peepers are better and you're back to Fly Ladying the closets again. Can't have you pulling boxes on your head.

Linus you get those dogs going for a trot. No ciggies ok? I won't if you won't but I understand your frustration with the weight gain - I am right there beside you. Suck on an empty straw like I do. I well rather DH joined a billiards league they have at my office. He plays on Tuesday nights and was trying to teach me afterwards. The pool hall of course is smoky - everyone around me was smoking - even people who "only smoke in pool halls". It took ALOT of strong will to resist temptation. Not sure if this will be a good thing. Did notice on the way home how much our clothes stunk tho. Holly - congrats on the weight loss and cutting cheese back to an occasional treat. Keep up the good work. Shad - well done girl on just a nibble on the cheese and crackers! I know that's a particularly strong temptation for you. Do a soak in some Eucalyptus bath salts, gentle stretches and water to pull the pain of those achy shins. Teel, I hope you are nice and cozy and warm with your new heater. I daresay she's asleep all warm and comfy, don't you think girls? Hellos to Meadow and Tig too.
It's high time for me to crawl into bed and try and get a good night's rest. At least tomorrow's Friday and I know I can sleep in a bit on Saturday... well maybe. Rest easy chickies and good morning to you Shaddie.