Okay, this put some perspective on things for me, being able to see my averages....thanks FitDay!
Total: 1786
Fat: 56 30% (Think this should be a little lower for me, but my fats are all good (nuts, olive oil, no butter, little red meat) so I won't sweat it)
Carbs: 226 46%
Fiber: 30 (Would like this to be higher.)
Protein: 98 23% (Need this to be about 10-20 g. higher, minimum)
These are my averages since I began on April 13th. I know that I have said that I need at least 2000 calories for my nursing twins (and toddler) but I have seen no difference in my milk supply in this time. I'm weighing each day, so I can adjust if I'm losing more than 2 lbs. per week. On April 13th, I weighed 197 in the nude that morning. Fast forward only 15 days, and I this morning I weighed 186 in the nude. (That's probably a little low, I'd weighed 188 the day before, but still a loss!)
I feel like I've been doing this FOREVER, and I was kind of feeling like I'm not seeing good results. But when I looked at the calendar and I realized - it's only been 2 weeks since I've been calorie counting and eating very healthy. And the change has been amazing in my body. Like I said, I've lost 4.5 inches on my body, and my tummy pooch (it hangs over the c-section scar) has gone down dramatically. My arms have an o'-so-slight definition at the deltoids and clothes that used to cause me to have disgusting rolls over the top are fitting just right. A pair of shorts that I bought at the end of March (they were cheap, so I got them knowing they wouldn't fit) that I couldn't even get together are fitting me - they are tight, but I can close them now!
So, it really hasn't been that long since I changed my habits, and I've seen huge results in that short period of time. That was a big big motivational tool for me today, when I was tempted.
My parents are coming up tomorrow, and I'm very interested in seeing if they'll notice that I've lost weight. They haven't seen me since Easter (when I binged on all that candy at their house). I know that if they do notice, they will definitely say, so there's no "I thought you had but didn't want to say" kind of thing.
Even if they don't, I'm not looking for approval, because I'm getting plenty of that from myself.

It really, really makes me look forward to the next two weeks and beyond. If I can make such big changes in just 2 weeks, what can I do it 2 months?
