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Originally Posted by allieballiebee
Haha, I just re-read my post from yesterday and I'm happy to say that I'm done with my pity party. I think that the 190s are just a particularly sensitive spot to be in. None of us want to cross the threshold back into the 200s, but when you don't have a signifcant "buffer," even normal fluctuations can be an emotional blow.
^^^ This... x 100... bazillion.
I was 198 again this morning, so all good. Then I was at the Doc's this afternoon and got him to weigh me there, and asked for a weight I'd need to get down to so I can go back on the pill. He told me as long as my BMI is between 30-35 that's fine, especially as I'm going to go beyond that, long term. I'm going to stick with my mini-goal of 175 I think, although I might start it earlier as I'm going back to uni in October and want to try and get the "settling in" period of the pill out of the way before then. We'll see. Anyway, with my clothes on I was 206!! I weighed myself in the house straight after with the same clothes on and was 202. So my scale is 4lbs too far the wrong way.
I could really use the buffer right now. I'm just trying to remember that I've still lost 14lbs and will lose more, I mean once I'm at 130 or so I'll be going to get my bf% tested and everything, so I just need to use my home scale numbers as a guide. Still, it did sting to see 206 on that scale... Felt like I'd managed to undo 2 months of hard work. Anyway, long term. I just have to keep thinking long term.