Ok ladies, I updated my ticker as well, as much as it hurt - no more onederland for me!

I am back, recommitted. I realized I have been stress eating again, which I'm going to stop. Work cannot get the best of me, and I've been letting it do just that. I've been doing a little better, but not having the willpower that I once had.
Tiff: To answer your question, back is doing well, finally. I had surgery in mid-October, which is part of the reason I gained weight back. They removed a piece of cartiledge that hit my nerve, so I have very little feeling in my left foot and part of my left leg. It's coming back slowly, but it could take a year to come back - or it may not come back at all. So sorry about your Christmas! Poor thing. Hope you are doing better. I know what you mean about work - every other day I want to do something else - the newest is a nurse or a wedding planner. But, right now, I have to focus on a paycheck, so off to the office I go. I figure when Madeline is in school, perhaps I'll take night classes and find something I love to do. I remember you mentioning you were thinking about moving...is that still the case?
Allison: Are you going to the doc about your back? My advice is not to let it go too long - you don't want something major to happen to it in the process of healing. Trust me, you don't want to experience what I'm going through. How are you liking the workout Wii games? I saw some at the store the other day, but don't want to purchase any if they aren't any good. Suggestions?
Dance: Good luck adjusting to the new work schedule. I'm definitely not a fan of working in the office all day, but my work is super conservative so we can't work from home. Sucks, definitely. The company I work for is so conservative that I have to wear a suit everyday!
So, I'm definitely depressed about my weight gain. I know that once I start eating better that it will go down again, but it still is sad - especially since I worked so hard. I guess I just let the surgery derail me too much, I became depressed and ate. It really should have been the time where I was watching what I ate, but I just couldn't do it.
I've been sick for the past 2 weeks, double ear infection as well as a cold, still not feeling well. Called the doc today and he has me on a stronger antibiotic. Hoping it works because my ears are so clogged, it feels like I'm listening under water.
Had today off for the New Year holiday and spent it with my hubby. We were talking about planning our 2nd child, but I told him that I really wanted to get to goal weight before that happens. So, now I have even more motivation to get going. Whatever motivation I can think of right now has to help, right? I wanted to go to the gym today, but I felt so crummy, I didn't want to push it.
So, I'm still super busy at work, they haven't filled my position yet, so I will be working double duty - the difference now is that I'm salaried, so I don't get overtime. So, I may not be able to check in until the weekends, but I will try and check in on my lunch hour.