I gotta agree with JC here

...if you want something badly enough, you gotta work, plan, etc for it. Now, I'm not as good as JC - (picture Jane Curtin as Prymaat Conehead from SNL wearing her "I HATE HOUSEWORK" apron and you have me in a nutshell

) but I WILL boil up a carton of eggs (of course I take the eggs OUT of the carton first

) and bring them to work for quick, cheap protein, for example...
I'm reminded of a paragraph from one of Laura Ingalls Wilder's books - "The Long Winter" - where Pa says "Rome wasn't built in a day, nor was anything else worth having". (or words to that effect).
Of course I'm just rambling here...you've gotten some good advice from these smart gals - putting that into action is entirely up to you!