So I'm returning after a much longer absence. I was initially going to try to "reinvent" myself on here so I didn't have to sign in under my old login name and see where I left off...(it was depressing....I was at 150 heading to 140 and now I have to sign in and change it all up to a higher weight than I've ever been prior to that weight loss time).
But I've been through a lot of life changes, and now I want to buckle down and learn how to cope with life AND live healthy. Also, I'm no longer on the depo shot, which I think might have contributed to the sudden and unexpected initial 50 pound leap in my weight over a very short time when it initially happened. I've plateaued since being off it for the past year and a half, and I seem to be dropping again the last few weeks since getting serious again.
Anyways-so a longer time frame, but I was down 35 lbs and then I gained it ALL back PLUS an extra25-30 to boot

So I'm a little discouraged to start. And even discouraged to face the music to myself and log in under my same old name here and admit to myself the truth!
BUT I'm optimistic about the future, and I'm committing myself right now. I'm already excited about all the great little reminders and tips that I've forgotten that I see posted in the threads. So it's good to be back and to get rid of this weight I gained back.