quiet ballerina: Dont you just hate TOM? Im on my last day and usually my first two days are horrendous... I usually cant even move because of the cramps but this month it wasnt even that bad I only had to take a tylonel once. thank god... hopefully it gets better for you. Glad to hear classes and finals and exams and all that went well!! Congrats on testing out on one of the classes thats awesome! Heres to loosing the weight!!!
sammalamma- good luck on the transition it can be really hard some times... no worries about eating horrible as long as you get back on track and stick to your new schedule everything will be fine im sure

I can relate about wanting a previous body.. I would kill just to be the 180lbs I was before I got pregnant just a little over a year ago... I can totally relate to no support from home as well.. its all gung ho you can do it for like a week then it dies down and Im on my own again... totally why I joined this forum cause everyone is soooo supportive and the success stories are so motivating... dont give up you can do it.
Well busy month ahead for me... so far I talked to the loan place today and got them to give me an interest free extension for paying back my loans since im going to be broke for awhile... so I have 6 months according to them of interest free repayment assistance now and im good. tomorrow I have a doctors apointment for my thyroid... and I hate those apointments because for one every time I go in their scale is always 2lbs more then mine... so when im really 218 it says im 220 which is frustrating cause I know im not.... also the last time I was there 3 months ago I was like 221lbs i think?? somewhere around there and when I go in tomorrow ill be like 219/218 somewhere around there which he'll say I havent lost very much but really just a few weeks ago I was down to 216lbs which I would have lost quite a bit for me... but my weight fluctuates so much he dont see my progress...

crappy but heres to a loss either way and hopefully I dont need to change my meds again and he'll get me back on track with my diet. then wednesday I have to call back social assistance and get an appointment to see them since my maternity leave benefits run out the end of this month and I have no job to go back to

Thursday is my sisters 23rd birthday so Ill be heading home for that.. hopefully I can stick to a small, very small piece of cake and not gain anything from it... Saturday I have family pictures at Walmart, my grandmother won a free 11x13 or something like that so she wants the WHOLE family, me and all my siblings, the grandparents, my mom and me and my brothers kids.... yea 7 adults and 2 babies all jammed into the shot haha should be interesting :P Ive got a lot of running around to do because in april I can give my 2 months notice here and go apartment hunting for a 2 bedroom for me and my son... which I think I found a really nice place and theres openings but she told me to keep checking in until April that way I can set something up and move in on July 1st

So hopefully I get it fingers crossed... I also have my brothers 18th birthday on the 24th and have to go home for that... more cake :S ugh and with Easter coming up at the beginning of April Im glad that ive got all that shopping out of the way and I can relax when the time comes
Other then all that I spent all day today cleaning my house head to toe with cleaners and products, sanitizing everything and throwing out garbage and boxes and everything I could thing of that wasnt needed.... ( this was all after watching the movie contagion last night lol ) ya kinda grossed me out and scared me a little bit.... especially with a baby crawling around touching everything and putting everything in his mouth. Good movie tho if you can handle it... lol Making a really nice dinner tonight for my son and I, grilled chicken with some steamed green beans and a baked potato and maybe carrots...

And Im thinking of throwing my laundry in tonight too but then I wont have anything to keep me busy tomorrow so I might wait and do it tomorrow after my doctors appointment... but thats all for now Im rambling on about my day. Hope everyones having a great day!
