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I do so understand about listening to our inner selves and heeding the advice given there. For example, I have characterized this place where I am (not losing weight) as a rest, which is exactly what I feel it is. I get actually agitated when people describe it as a "brick wall" I have to crash through. That mental image only hurts me. I'm so glad you're calmer and cautiously happy now. Originally Posted by sf40
I am cautiously happy right now and think I need/want to enjoy this feeling for a few more weeks before I start testing my BG again. The reason for waiting is that I feel like I am perched on the edge right now and that a fasting BG reading higher than I would like to see will push me over to the bad mental place I was before I took my internet break. I need to move away from the edge a safe distance before I want to test again. Sounds weird, but something I need to do.





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.. I ate prime rib roast and veggies at one party with desert, at the other party I ate only desert, of course I drank lots of wine too
... Yesterday I ate only two meals they were both very primal... This morning the scale only showed a .4 lbs gain... In the past with deserts and carbs I would have been up at least 5 lbs in a weekend where I splurge a little too much....
It's just that after I turned 40 (I'm now 44) I seem to have so many little health problems. Nothing major, just minor annoyances.......and it bugs me.