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Originally Posted by jemma51
How did everyone do over the holiday weekend. It was somewhat challenging for
me but, I made it through. We had a lot of fruit in the house and it was super hard telling myself fruit is cheating. I understand bread and pasta but, fruit looks so darn refreshing. Anyway, I passed the fruit.
HERE'S MY RANT. Gotta get it out
since I consider myself a newbie because I had to restart I am somewhat frustrated with the fact that not a single sole has noticed any sort of change in me. This diet is such a struggle and is so restrictive that I guess in my head I feel like some sort of recognition of my dedication and my loss should be noticed by someone. Is this weird of me to think, I don't know. It's interesting to me that when I gain weight I feel so incredibly awful, ugly, disappointed in myself. I always have this thought that everyone is thinking the same about me. Now, I am completely dedicated to this and losing a not a word from anyone. Except that what I am doing isn't healthy. Yesterday I thought well I must be just losing in my fingers or toes and that's why nobody is noticing. LOl. I thought for sure that maybe my BF would have noticed by now but, NO. I don't see him everyday because he lives a 150 miles away. I finally asked him " can you see any change in me"? He said well maybe I should see you naked. Oh yeah, of course he would say that. Anyway, apparently he didn't because he didn't say a word. Guess I'm a little frustrated.
Hi all,
I'm on day 1 of a restart, so I guess I am sort of a newbie too! I like all the positive vibes on this thread, so hope you don't mind if I join in the discussion. Jemma51, I relate to a lot of your experience - this happened for me the first time around - people didn't start noticing anything until I had lost about 25 pounds or so and I was discouraged. I had a lot of the same internal disappointment in myself about being overweight that you shared and I think I really craved that external validation from others that I was not indeed as awful and ugly as I thought. Honestly, it took me beginning to feel more confident and happy with myself before others noticed a difference. Maybe I carried myself differently? I also think once I began wearing smaller sized clothes and styles that were not so loose-fitting, it became more obvious that I was shrinking.
Anyway, you are doing awesome and I hope you keep up the wonderful work! I agree with other posters that you are doing this for you and can congratulate yourself daily for making such good choices for your health!