Update from the Dr. I do have an ulcer. He also thinks that I have a stone in a duct behind my stomach. He says it is like gallstones attack or passing a kidney stone in one's stomach. More blood work today and He might want me to have an MRI tomorrow. The good/bad news is that I can hope to simply pass it. Worst case, they have to break it up with sound waves. I should know more about what is going on tomorrow. He increased the pain meds and lectured me to take them. I am currently feeling pretty buzzed. I wish I thought drugs were more fun - certainly most of my clients seem to enjoy them. At any rate, it beats more pain.
I am frustrated and anxious from being away from work. I suspect my employees are protecting me as my phone is quiet. I am usually 24/7 on call. I guess I will let them handle things.

Karen31, it is so good to hear from you! I miss your stories and I can't wait to hear your colorful and funny stories about your experiences! Please continue to recover and keep us posted.
Nancy, I hope you feel better. Sometimes the heat just saps the strength. It will feel good for you to get caught up on things. Hopefully, even if you don't have time to post, you will swing by from time to time. I know it always helps me to do that.
Marie, I don't think that I have an OCD bone in my body. But, like you, I like spreadsheets and databases. I just need to see tangible proof of my efforts on paper. It makes it more fun for me. Son, gs and I are celebrating the solstice by smudging the house with sweetgrass and taking a few minutes of silence at sundown. Blessed Be, everyone!
Cindy, welcome to our little group. Good job on working out today. It is all a series of baby steps. I hope that you find some comfort and motivation here.
Rosey, I know it is hard when the kids leave. All of a sudden, it is quiet, right? I can't wait to look on here and see that your ticker is down 100#. Wahoo! That will be great.

Zoe, you look like a fabulous movie star in your picture! I was sad to hear about your sister. The anger stage if grief is so troubling and it seems that lots of people get stuck there for a while. I hope that she starts to get better soon. I think the whole motivation thing with food and excercise is a constant battle. It would be so nice if it just came more naturally!
Freda, sad news about your mom's house. It is really cool though, that it wasn't worse. Cleaning up after that river water is not fun.
Gayle, I wonder if we ever find our way past the conflicting needs in our lives? Work/home/kids/family/etc. It is really hard, if not impossible to put our needs first. I cannot turn the gks away or ignore them. (especially since one of them lives here! lol) Here are some of the strategies that I have used: FOOD: they love that I always have cucumbers, multi colored peppers and other veggies in the fridge. I spent an enjoyable time with gs the other night teaching him to eat some of the first peas right out of the shell.
We love our yogurt together, also. I love to play games with them on the wii, or go on a short walk. We are becomming quite well known in the neighborhood for our walks. Basically, you don't have to be perfect. Dont be hard on yourself - maybe you can just start going, baby step by baby step, in the right direction.
Mary, I think it sounds like you have managed pretty well while you have company. Like I said a couple days ago, "life happens". BTW - I don't know what meter you have. But, the freestyle lite meter is pretty cheap. You can sign up on Abbot.com and they will give you a card that you get really cheap strips. Mine are only like $15.00 for a hundred strips. They are really easy to use, also. Maybe it would be worth it for you.
Well, Lyn, Lynn, Karenmo, and everyone else, have a really lovely solstice evening. In the end, we are all lucky. We have pretty good health and we are active and have loved ones who care about us. My meditation tonight will be with an attitude of gratitude.
Rie


No inquiries on our ads for our rig. I think we are asking too much probably but it is hard to give it away for so little. DH says if it doesn't sell, we will just keep it and enjoy it. Will take us longer to save for a car but that's ok as our old car is still running fine. Our son said he is not able to take on the full payment for the loan in July but plans to do it starting in Aug. I sure hope so as that will help a lot. Our gs (by him) is growing so fast! I think he is going to be tall as he is SO long already at only eight months! His uncles on mom's side are tall. I sent him a new outfit and also sent one to his sister as her birthday is next month. I'd better not have anymore grandchildren as I'm going to go broke!
Anyone here have great grands? Our oldest gd is getting married in Aug so I may be a great grandma before long, who knows. I'm wondering how you do the gifts when you start to get grands.
We never really had a spring so this is more than
I hope it lasts well into October (it won't but I hope it will
) Gotta' go.........ttyl........