Dance: I haven't gotten a compliment like that, but I'm sure as I get closer to goal, I probably will. Now I hear "wow, you've lost" which makes me feel like I was a huge heffer (sp?) before. Oh well, at least I'm doing something! Good news on the A/C - I wouldn't be able to live without mine.
Sandy: I'll have to look for those crackers as well. I need something healthy to snack on, I'm afraid I'll get sick and tired of the fruits/veggies and need to change it up from time to time. When you're done cleaning your house, can you come by and do mine?!? LOL
Nicholeg: Does L.A. have you counting calories as well or is it just portion size? I had a friend who did that diet and loved it, but she didn't want to to the exercise. What are you doing for exercise these days?
As for me, I'm getting back on track. Food yesterday was really good. I went to Jeff's class and he had me doing circuits. I also mentioned to him that my ankle was bothering me and since I was the only one in the class, we ended a little early and he ARP'd it for me. And guess what?!? It's injured. It's swollen, and he mapped it to find where the pain was, and boy did Jeff find that pain!! It was like my old treatments all over again and since it's my ankle, it's all bone and very painful. I go back tomorrow for more of his class and then he's going to ARP it again for me to rid the swelling and strengthen the muscle.
Food today is good so far. I'm going to lunch with some friends, so I already looked at the menu and found what I'm having - a salad. This place specializes in good for you food and has the organic produce and antibiotic free meats. Should be good. Dinner is pork probably, but I'll probably make that for the hubby - I don't care much for pork these days.
So, I had a heart-to-heart with the hubby last night. He mentioned that our relationship (the intimate part) is severely lacking, which I admit, it is. We had a really good talk and I think I found out what is partially going on with him. He thinks I care about what Jeff thinks more than I care about him--which isn't the case. He said that I mention that I have to give my food info to Jeff and I'm afraid to eat junk food because I have to report it to Jeff, etc. I told him that Jeff motivates me and nothing more. He's never seen a picture of my trainer, so it's not like he knows that Jeff is a good looking guy. And I heard one of his fears last night....he thinks I'm going to lose all this weight and get where I want to be, and then leave him for someone better. I think this is part of our issue as well. I reassured him that there's no one else I'd rather be with, so I'm hoping our relationship will improve after this. We agreed to start having date nights and time away from Madeline. We'll see how it goes.
Forgot to mention, I saw some friends over Memorial day, who I haven't seen in over a year, and they didn't recoginize me! They couldn't believe the transformation (they knew it was me because I was carrying Maddie) but it was nice getting the compliment.
Sorry for the long post, I'll check back later!
