I'm feeling much, much better today. I guess I just needed some adjustment time. Thanks everyone for the words of encouragement!
Today is a rainy day here in NY. I'm going to workout in a little bit. After that I'll shower and do some laundry and watch a movie with the baby. Have a great day everyone!
kellybones~ I'm glad I'm not the only one. Are you feeling any better today?
Diva~ Your absolutely right! I did have the "after vacation blues". It's really hard to go away on a relaxing vacation and then have to come home to bills, work, school, ect.........But hey, thats life...right?! I'm much better today. I snapped out of it. Thanks for putting on your Jillian Hat. I really needed that! I was reading your post last night and I said to myself "you know what? She's right!" Thank You for that

CountingDown~ My boyfriend is looking into getting a Scooter. Gas here is up to 4.00 a gallon to. It's horrible! We spend so much money in gas and it just makes me cringe!
Emily~ I can't wait until I can run...LOL!
Diva~ I did that a few weeks ago. We went to Carvel with the kids. I only had half and I worked it off the next day.
Jen415~ I love when that happens! If I go out somewhere (to a restaurant or something) I feel much, much more comfortable when I see someone my size. I don't know it's a wierd feeling.
MonteCristo~ Don't have the Potatoe Chips! But if your really craving them just have two or three and fit into your calories for the day. Moderation

Diva~ They are soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute!!!! I love Animals!
Karen ~ Thank You, and your right! Staying OP is a huge accomplishment for me. If this was a few months ago then I would have just threw in the towel. Not this time!
Melissa~ I think I'm going to take your advice and start Journaling. I know that when I was done posting how I was feeling I felt so much better. So maybe it would be a good idea for me to do that.
Tina30~ I know exactly how you feel. I had the same problem with my sister and her kids. I love them all so much but I also love my clean house and my routine...LOL!
Melissa~ My boyfriend just looked up when we are getting that stimulous check. It said I should be getting mine July 11th?! What the heck ever happened to May?! LOL! It is a pain in the rear! When your done building your outside oasis can you come and build me one?
It sounds so relaxing! 

I'm bringing a Jennifer Weiner novel and I MAY ACTUALLY HAVE TIME TO READ!
you are funny!!

It'll happen, I am just impatient. I'm sure once I get into the 180's, I'll wanna hurry and be in the 170's and so on. 