


I have slowed my loss rate a great deal but I have to remember I am still a work in progress and each pound is closer to my goal. I don't THINK I can get there I KNOW I can get there - (thanks Denise) 

I have to work tonight at the country club (I bartend a few days a week) but I hope there aren't too many yummy temptations. The chef always makes these amazing menus for Thursday nights. Hopefully, this will all be "out of my system" by Monday. I will be on a business trip with a girl who is on a very strict diet so I am hoping she will be a good influence on me. Then I pretty much go straight from the airport to the center for my orientation. Send me some good vibes! I think 3 weeks is just too long for preconditioning. I just want to start drinking my HNS and get this show on the road! Sorry for the rant, but I always eat then feel guilty and get angry. Sound familiar to anyone?
You are doing great.
Move from one moment to the next, and take the small steps.... towards the big victory. You'll do great.
I have to work tonight at the country club (I bartend a few days a week) but I hope there aren't too many yummy temptations. The chef always makes these amazing menus for Thursday nights. Hopefully, this will all be "out of my system" by Monday. I will be on a business trip with a girl who is on a very strict diet so I am hoping she will be a good influence on me. Then I pretty much go straight from the airport to the center for my orientation. Send me some good vibes! I think 3 weeks is just too long for preconditioning. I just want to start drinking my HNS and get this show on the road! Sorry for the rant, but I always eat then feel guilty and get angry. Sound familiar to anyone?
I think 3 weeks is a little bit much for pre conditioning as well but you can get through this. Start now and know for the rest of the day you will make good choices. When you wake up tomorrow, do the same. Take it day to day. And! Don't beat yourself up. It's over. Move on. Since your new, you get my U Turn analogy. If you were driving down the highway, and you missed your exit. Would you keep going? Would you continue to drive and drive, while screaming and yelling at yourself about how how you can't do anything right, blah blah only to never arrive at your destination? Or would you accept that you made a mis-step and take the next exit... and correct it? So..... learn from it, and make the U Turn.... let's focus on your destination. 
I think 3 weeks is a little bit much for pre conditioning as well but you can get through this. Start now and know for the rest of the day you will make good choices. When you wake up tomorrow, do the same. Take it day to day. And! Don't beat yourself up. It's over. Move on. Since your new, you get my U Turn analogy. If you were driving down the highway, and you missed your exit. Would you keep going? Would you continue to drive and drive, while screaming and yelling at yourself about how how you can't do anything right, blah blah only to never arrive at your destination? Or would you accept that you made a mis-step and take the next exit... and correct it? So..... learn from it, and make the U Turn.... let's focus on your destination.