Elyse and Kelli:
Thanks for the support ladies. He did, of course, realize he was being immature. It's hard to control our emotions, I know that, but... he really needs to get over the fact that I dated someone else while we were apart. ****, he dated someone else while we were apart, too! I'm hoping maybe it'll be easier when he's in the country.
He had a few too many beers last night tho, and decided to call me. And for the first time ever... he actually said out loud (and not over MSN) some really sweet things. (One of the reasons we broke up before was because I had no idea how he felt about me, he never told me. And since we've been back together, he's TOLD me... but obviously only over MSN, because we're a continent apart until April.) But last night he told me over the phone, "I never thought I'd feel like this about anyone," and he told me that I'm "Beautiful, and smart, and sexy..." It all made me really happy.
Jazz:
Congrats on saying no to those donuts!!! It sounds silly, but it's quite the feat when everyone else is eating them, not to let that give you permission to eat them yourself!
Kelli:
I totally eat Skinny Cow stuff occasionally. I don't think they taste diet...! But maybe it's just a Canada thing, we don't have tonnes of fun flavours... I see Jess mentioning Peanut Butter ones... what the ****? We only have like... ice cream sandwiches and chocolate popsicle things. At least in my grocery stores.
Jenny:
Same thing happened to me this morning!! The eating more, losing more thing. .....weird. See below...
I'm in shock today. Complete shock.
I ate nearly 2,000 calories yesterday, and NOT healthy calories. I got talked into going out for lunch and I ate pasta and garlic bread, and I had a fattening breakfast of a Tim Hortons breakfast sandwich (like a sausage McMuffin), and I even ate a little bag of smartfood popcorn at the movies...
Due to my post-junk-fest self-loathing, I went to the gym ANYHOW, despite my insistence that yesterday would be my day off (I've now gone 7 days in a row)... and when I got home, I pounded tonnes of water to try to kill the excess sodium I knew I'd taken in.
This morning, I stepped on the scale waiting for my great big gain....
140.0! Yesterday, when I stuck to 1,200 calories and ate very little, I was up to 141.0, and now I'm 140?? What just happened here!?!?!?!