Ok ladies, as I am washing clothes, packing, cleaning, trying to get to grocery before it storms, feed my baby, trying to fit in workout, etc I am feeling really down

I weighed this morning and don't you know it I've gained another pound. Its partly my own fault for having chicken nuggets for lunch & partly because of my TOM. Oh, I could just sit here and cry!!
I am not looking forward to this trip & being around a group of people who can eat anything. I've been informed we are meeting at our friends mothers house to have pancakes nonetheless. I can't eat pancakes, bacon, biscuits, & gravy

my husband said don't sit there and eat your meal bar you need to be polite. Well crap don't put me in that situation, you all can eat anything you want and never gain an ounce. I look at that food and gain 10lbs.
To top it off I tried on my bathing suits & I look awful, fat rolls & cheddar cheese thighs. To make things worse, my husband said he can't wait for me to lose the rest of my weight. He tried to back track what he said then got mad & said well there's no nice way to say it. I've cried for two days now

This is already starting off to be the worst vacation ever
Sorry to vent this out ladies but I don't have anyone I can talk to about this.