Hi
SusanJean - Glad to see you made it back and got your messages!
Amanrantha - I've wandered around the boards here quite a bit but I've found these lovely Golden Girls are wonderful ladies - very friendly and supportive, so I spend about 90% of my time here when I'm on-line.
Bonnie -

Good to have you here. Believe me, you can post anything and everything here and no one will be critical. As I said, the Golden Ladies are a wonderful group - very supportive. It sounds like you've certainly had rough times in the past. I hope things are going well for you these days. I've seen others telling about hiding food and/or being afraid they won't have enough -- it's no wonder you have those fears based on what has happened in the past. Counselling helps some people - have you considered it? If you're not confortable with that, just do what you think is best for you. What works for one person doesn't always work for someone else. Just be sure to take care of yourself.
Went to the pain clinic yesterday - what a project. It's always mobbed, and everyone generally has to wait at least 2 hours there, if not more. You wait, and wait, and wait, and then you get to spend 2-3 minutes with the doctor. Most of us just "grin ane bear it" but there are always a few who huff and puff and mutter and sputter -- doesn't do them any good though.
There's a "cold-front" here. SO is sulking/angry about something. Don't know what it is. He's like a woman at "that time of the month"

I just sit quiety and wait for him to "come around" -- but it's just so foolish. When we first met he was always saying if we have a disagreement about something we just have to sit at the kitchen table and talk it through. Instead, he gives me the silent treatment.

Oh well, he'll get over it.
Hope you all are having a good day!
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