Ciao Ladies,
Sahv- I can understand the self esteem issues, on some level we all have them, even the "Adonises". But that will improve over time. As you get fit, you will feel better about yourself. All i know is that when I turn on my computer and look at your Avitar, I think "what a pretty girl" I know you would think 'Aw, she's just saying that' but seriously though, you are a lovely sight.
Now as far as the gym goes, I am also guilty of sometimes feeling suddenly self conscious when I see someone in better shape but it's human nature. So long as you always thing good of yourself.
Kina- I'm so suprised that the most spirited person in this forum is having a bad week. But i guess that makes us all feel more human. You have a spirit that is steady reaching and I know you'll be your happy go lucky self in no time. Just know that we're here for you and you're etitled t a good cry every now and again.
Madcat- we all have cellulite moments but don't let it keep you from your goal. In fact let it motivate you. Cellulite is evil and should be destroyed!

as far as how to trick yourself, Black clothes does it every time!
Apple Blossom, just focus on getting from one week to the next. It's not an easy task to get momentum but once you have it you'll be unstoppable.
As for me, I got a digital camera from my parents so I'm gonna change my avitar. I'll have my new pic up (hopefully) by next week.