I realized I was behind on the no alcohol days. Thought it seemed like too few, so it's a full six down. Whoopee.
I'm not trying to stop drinking or anything, just want to keep things moderate (a word I have never quite understood
)The caffeine reduction is becoming second-nature. I was thinking how I only had a small cup of green tea yesterday afternoon instead of the strong black tea I allow myself. I use that for a pick-me-up when I need it, such as before a workout. Yesterday I took off from the gym though so the green tea was probably appropriate.
The work search continues to turn up nothing. Damn, things are bad over here. Gotta remain positive though. If I don't, I slide into inertia, which will bring up nothing but more of the same.
Totally off the subject, but I gave my old cat a bath the other day. He's so old he doesn't groom himself at all. Never thought I'd be bathing a cat. He has always loved getting wet so he put up no fuss whatsoever.
He has been insisting on special tidbits that are very costly so the other day I asked the local fish shop 20 steps away if they had any scraps they could give me. They always feed one of my other cats and a stray, who appear promptly at 6 p.m. before the shop. They give them all sorts of delicacies and have them quite spoiled. The old guy, however, is too frail to walk there. They have been giving me a bagful of good-looking fish for nothing. Last night I got home and there was a bag hanging on my doorknob. I thought it was the landlady with some apples from her hometown apple country Nagano, but it was a bag of fish! How sweet.
NO ALCOHOL (round 5 minus 10 days and pauses) -- Day 6 completed 0 pauses taken
NO SMOKING (round 4) -- Day 18 completed 3 pauses taken
CAFFEINE CUT (Round 6) -- Day 8 completed 2 pauses taken
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Shad -- Congratulations on your finished challenges. Any downward movement of the numbers? With all that work you seem to be doing painting, you must be getting in some exercise! I admire and bewonder your attitude.


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Hope you had a great time off with your friends. Congrats on not smoking!


to all for our perserverance and effort,
Be kind to yourself. Talk to yourself and treat yourself as if you were your best friend. You CAN break through, you CAN be consistent. You CAN get through this. Hang in there, girlfriend. 