Thanks
Cofa Tree, I upped the hand weights I was using...up to 2.5 kilos and boy did it kill me! I ache, but in (hopefully) a good way! I'll let you know if I can walk tomorrow!
Hope you all had a better evening than me, my day hasn't really improved much but for once I haven't turned to food for comfort so yay for me I guess. My scale hasn't moved yet this week

so I'm feeling a bit down about that if I'm honest (I'm an obsessive daily weigher). Blah, I'm so impatient. This is where I always give up in the past, I have the initial whoosh and then it slows down and I get discouraged and just decide it's never gonna work so I might as well give up. I don't want that to happen this time, and I'm sure with you guys at my side I won't but it's still a constant worry. Part of me just expects me to carry on being a failure

I guess I need to prove myself wrong.
Sorry, this is a really depressing post. Hopefully I'll be more chipper in the morning. Goodnight girlies x