I will be thinking about you and wishing you a glorious birth. I have tears in my eyes right now and wish I could give you a big hug
Will be checking for updates! Come on baby 
I had issues with my second one and cried for a long time after I had to quit nursing him early. I'm sure that doesn't help (sorry), I was just trying to say you're not alone. Try to remember that it doesn't make you any less of a fantastic, loving, perfect mommy to Spencer if you end up being unable to nurse. I'll keep you guys in my prayers, I know how hard it can be.