Thank you Marny, I found a meeting on Friday morning not to far away but it isnt the HOW meeting just an OPEN meeting. I am going this Friday. I have the 12 and 12 book, and the big book of AA, and NA. I am replacing the words alcohol with Food, and it hit me last night of just how powerless I am. I feel like the Jaywalker in the big book that even after having WLS, still am out of control. Yikes what an eye opener. I am so glad I found this board. Thank you so much for being here

Denise