Well, I knew it was coming eventually, as it does for most of us: today at weigh in I had my first official gain. A "+" written in my membership book.
I tried to brace myself. It was only a small gain (0.2), and I know there will be others, bigger ones, along with dreaded plateaus. I know that viewing weight-loss as a one-way street, all or nothing, be perfect or give up, is a mistake, one that I have made in the past. I know it, logically, but still I can't seem to help being down on myself today, feeling a little sad.
I know I should just continue on plan as I have been, not binge, and not do the opposite either, like going crazy over-exercising until I put my back out! Right now logic is in danger of losing out to emotion.