Well yesterday, I got not one, but two job offers! I'll be working at a Hallmark near me at nights and as a standardized patient at the med school during the day. I am just soooo relieved, I feel like the stress is finally coming to an end. I know it was affecting my eating habits; even though I've been following weight watchers, it was easy to use flex points as an excuse to be naughty and then some. I feel like I'm finally back on track toward achieving my goals.
Sorry for rambling
It really helps having a support group that I can share things with. I do have a small NSV: I tried on a pair of capri pants from Old Navy that were snug two years ago. Last night they were so loose they almost fell down. They are size 18...maybe I'm finally ready to go back to 'regular' clothing stores. I've been at Lane Bryant for so long that it feels like a comfortable blanket and I'm scared/nervous/excited about fitting into non plus size clothes again. But hopefully I'll get there soon. 
