I'm so excited! For the first time in 3.5 years I am under 180 pounds.

A little over a year ago I lost about 15 pounds but gained it all back and then some. I wasn't eating very much and when I started eating again, well you know the story.
I used to be totally against exercise. (I have this thing about sweat. It just totally grosses me out.) When I hit 200 in February it was the last straw. My size 18's were also getting a little tight. I also had a full second chin. I was always tired. I am getting married June 10th and I didn't want to have to look at my wedding photos and just be disgusted with myself instead of remembering how wonderful it was to get married. I decided sweat or no something had to change.
I joined the gym. This was a huge step for me. I was sure that people would be looking at me and just know that I had no idea what I was doing. Paranoid huh? I have found that I actually like working out now! It's an awsome stress reliever for me. I don't do running, but I love the eliptical. I usually do about 45-60 minutes. I still hate sweat, but that's what showers are for.
Well, 21 pounds lighter and I'm starting to notice big results. I tried on a pair of jeans I bought a while back that were way too small. (I didn't double check the size on the tag.) Now they are even a little bit loose in the waist. I am almost down to one chin. My blood pressure has gone down. One of the best things is how much more energy I have. I haven't felt sexy in years, but I'm getting close. It's a good thing I bought a wedding dress with a lace-up back! It's adjustable.
I also don't feel that I am on a diet. I still eat all my favorite foods, but I've learned moderation. I've learned that I don't need to eat a whole can of pringles. And I've learned that they put the information for a portion size on there for a reason. For the first time ever I am confident that I can see this through.
It's only 21 pounds, but it's a world of difference.
(Sorry to ramble on so much, I just can't believe how strongly I feel just for breaking 180. )