Thank you Shiv, it means a lot.
I feel like I've had a major paradigm shift, and I'm so thankful for it! Primarily due to this forum. I don't feel so crazy anymore knowing that so many people have similar struggles. lol.
My fiance took a video of the performance, I'll share it here once I figure out how to do so. I had to improvise a line or two but all together it was very fun and the performance benefited the American Cancer Society, so it did some good to boot!
I hope I can find a way to sing more regularly in my community.